You remember when people say the engagement period is a tough one and we both shud be prepared for worst battles? I do. I remembered smiling and politely brushing off the comment. Little did I know, they weren't bullshitting. Its one tough cookie to chew. We tied the noose barely two weeks ago and we're already experiencing the Japanese Occupation period. I'm as tensed as a boxer in a ring, one wrong movement and i pounce on you. But you know i don't mean it and u keep loving me still. Loving me more in fact(i hope).
You're becoming more responsible towards me(slowly but surely). Its a nice feeling but its different. Like tasting chocolate for the first time, thick and sickeningly sweet. I wish us better days and i'm sure as hell gonna start using the few magics i have left to conjure you happiness.
2008 hasnt been nice to me but the past mth has. I got engaged to a loving, funny, understanding, soft-spoken and never-ever-physically-hurt-me guy and as a bonus I bumped into Nadiah which led me to get into contact with Huda! What more could i ask for??????? We celebrated the reunion with a horror movie which leaves us hysterically laughing and screaming in between scenes and a sleepover at my place. After 2 yrs of loosing track of each other, not surprisingly our chemistry still remains strong. These two have been with me thru shitty and bloody times. I miss you guys so bloody much :-)
Thank you again Mr. God
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