Rock Steady

You remember when people say the engagement period is a tough one and we both shud be prepared for worst battles? I do. I remembered smiling and politely brushing off the comment. Little did I know, they weren't bullshitting. Its one tough cookie to chew. We tied the noose barely two weeks ago and we're already experiencing the Japanese Occupation period. I'm as tensed as a boxer in a ring, one wrong movement and i pounce on you. But you know i don't mean it and u keep loving me still. Loving me more in fact(i hope).

You're becoming more responsible towards me(slowly but surely). Its a nice feeling but its different. Like tasting chocolate for the first time, thick and sickeningly sweet. I wish us better days and i'm sure as hell gonna start using the few magics i have left to conjure you happiness.

2008 hasnt been nice to me but the past mth has. I got engaged to a loving, funny, understanding, soft-spoken and never-ever-physically-hurt-me guy and as a bonus I bumped into Nadiah which led me to get into contact with Huda! What more could i ask for??????? We celebrated the reunion with a horror movie which leaves us hysterically laughing and screaming in between scenes and a sleepover at my place. After 2 yrs of loosing track of each other, not surprisingly our chemistry still remains strong. These two have been with me thru shitty and bloody times. I miss you guys so bloody much :-)

Thank you again Mr. God

Yesterday was a hot and sweaty day. Lotsa cameras lotsa action. I didnt attend the Grammys, i attended something less fake. When we first planned the event everyone voted for something simple and sweet. A few close relatives and a private gathering would be all it is. Nearing the day, everything changed. We had a buffet spread, 100 guests, 13 gifts from me, 11 from him, a makeup artist, etc. It was ridiculous balls!

Despite all the buzz and mayhem, i did enjoy myself. I thank everyone who came with an honest intention to add merriment to my event. Loads of thanks to Kimmy's family for being cool. Special thanks to those who have helped me and my family make this happen. Thank you all. Thank you Mr. God.

Congrats to us Kimmy dear. We've got 2 yrs to save up $8,000 each for the wedding. Gd luck brader! haha

PS: STEREOPHONICS CONCERT WAS AWESOOOOOOOOOOME!! (KT Turnstall is still my fav though) Too busy jumping around and screaming to take pics of them. Kimmy has some pics on his blog.